Tentative Schedule (for now) Until it Gets Done:
04:50am -jala neti
05:05 -cumulative yogic sadhana
07:00 -chant AUM/ read scriptures/ eat light breakfast
08:00 -class :(
09:00 -study?/ reading assignments
10:20 -class :(
11:20 -study/ reading assignments
-eat well balanced lunch (including crispy green apple)
12:30pm -chant AUM/ analyze evil flowers
01:30 :(
02:30 -finish reading assignments/ complete evil analysis
03:30 -read prose critically
04:30 -dissect troubling public policies
05:30 -write in journal
06:00 -shower/ eat light vegetarian dinner
06:30 -do absolutely nothing, zip, nada, nada3
06:45 -write! Write! WRITE!
09:45 -blogosphere ;)
10.00 -relaxation/ awareness exercises
-whole lotta prayer
-read scripture
-dick around with Ishtor
11:00 ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ
04:49am Beep Beep Beep
It's time to get back on track. I tried something like this out a bit ago and it lasted for two weeks. Those two weeks were some of the most rewarding two of my life. I felt involved, free and most importantly happy that I was finally putting everything I've been trying to accomplish into practice. UNfortunately one tiny distraction led to another tiny distraction, a beer here, an outing there, a television program here, a little smashing of the alarm clock there and before i could even understand what was going on it was back to the same ol' debaucheries and mishaps- putting off those dreams to when the time was right, always making excuses for myself to act tomorrow when the right time to act is NOW! I'm the type of guy that always needs someone beside him to push and motivate and thats really hard to come by when you're all alone (probably another excuse of non-performance, we all know the true power is inside each and every one of us). So i post this silly ideal strategy of my life in hope that it always existing right there afront will keep my engines running at a nice cruising speed towards those end goals which now only exist in fantasy. Hopefully this time around two weeks turn into three and four and in no time BAM! an awakening of sort, a self actualized world of wonder exposed for the exploring, the rip tide of hapiness developing before these bright eyes, and all that nice stuff... ah, where's the motivAtion...somewhere in these words i hope...
posted by Chris Fleites @ 10:05 PM
3 Comments:
hmm first of all the colors ur using are killing me =/ :P
i know exactly what you mean, to need that little push. i hope u can make it thru your schedule but... 6 hours of sleep?? i think we oughta check that one!
(i know you can make it!)
...well i made it through today...it's crazy how fast time flies when you're occupied...yes 6 hours is a bit skimpy, but i've noticed from past experience that the more you sleep the more tired you are, with 6 hours i get maybe one flash of tiredness that lasts about 5 minutes and when its all over i'm as right as rain...well i'm out to do something about these colors... with a lil experimentation something good is bound to pop up...have a super one!...
sleep time requirements vary from person to person. :)
if u feel tired with more than 6, then u were probably over-sleeping.
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